January 28, 2021

Monday morning was tough - John was super negative and frustrated. I wrote down some of the things he said during the hour we were getting ready for the day: After trying to adjust the temperature of the shower water (that's always frustrating to him because he can't get it right and alternately burns or freezes himself, or shuts the water off altogether, or gets mad at me when I try to help) John said "I want to go!" I said "Where?" He said "I want to go to a world where people will listen to me." Then "Somebody has taken my life. Somebody has taken all the information I had." "I might as well be dead." "Today might be the last day you see me." I asked "Where would you go?" John said "I don't know. I might just disappear." So yes, I delightful start to the day.